After half year of painting (I started drawing and painting in July 2008) I recalled the birds have bodies. I mean I always in my adult life enjoyed birds' songing and twitting, it was godsend sound, but only sound. I live in loud city, and my eyes are far from perfect. Anyway.
And then I recalled birds existed in flesh. And I can draw them. And I think they are excellent. I am owing a lot to Konstantinna, dedicated photographer and to her livejournal (here) in my recalling.
I will keep painting.